you sound kinda like me. i'm only doing a few online classes and havent ever had a job. i am also a hat prisoner and ethnic (half jewish half indonesian). being half asian sucks cuz other asians have such good hair.
and i've been diagnosed with anxiety too.
how dark are you? i am glad at least to be darker skinned . . . it makes baldness less striking
I have a medium dark skinned complexion, my baldness shows less, but the five o'clock shadow at the sides and back of my hair is a dead giveaway to my baldness because my hair is so dense at the sides and back compared to my thin, bald spots on top and some of the back of my head.
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I also have anxiety at times , but it's not as bad as it use to be, I take clonazepam and tigertoll for it, excuse the mispellings. After a while I stopped trying to anticipate the future and I'm just relaxed,meditation helps too, and I also like producing hip hop in my spare time.
I just prefer life with the beautiful people, I look younger with my hat on.
I recently bought some minoxidil since I'm always conscious about what I look like, It stops me from obsessing over my hairloss so much. I want to take my hat off in the mid spring, this is my next goal in life, since I'm not working at the moment.
Sorry about this note being so disorganized. I'm just telling the truth about my current condition.