When Was The Last Time You Cried And Why ?

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I wish i could cry and let it all out, but i can never cry no matter what happens to me. I see people cry when anything happens to them, like they break up with their partners, or they get fired, or they get no attention and to me those problems are child play. I have a 100x shittier life than them, but i never cry, i'm emotionally dead. I can't even remember when was the last time i cried, my heart is getting more cold and apathetic everyday. I'm afraid that if this sh*t continues for a long time, i'll no longer be a normal human again.
 

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I wish i could cry and let it all out, but i can never cry no matter what happens to me. I see people cry when anything happens to them, like they break up with their partners, or they get fired, or they get no attention and to me those problems are child play. I have a 100x shittier life than them, but i never cry, i'm emotionally dead. I can't even remember when was the last time i cried, my heart is getting more cold and apathetic everyday. I'm afraid that if this sh*t continues for a long time, i'll no longer be a normal human again.
Welcome to the club boyo there's gonna be a long way ahead of you
 

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I used to cry about my problems every day (even multiple times a day), but nowadays there's months between each time I shed a tear. Not because I'm so happy (cause I'm obviously not), but because my emotions are flat, I'm just coping, not happy nor sad.
It could be because I'm on antidepressants or because I have learned to accept that few things usually go my way, maybe a bit of both.
I don't miss crying of course but I do miss having a full range of emotions from genuinely happy to sad. Can't even remember a time where I felt genuine happiness, but it surely dates back to before my hair loss started - go figure.
 

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I used to cry about my problems every day (even multiple times a day), but nowadays there's months between each time I shed a tear. Not because I'm so happy (cause I'm obviously not), but because my emotions are flat, I'm just coping, not happy nor sad.
It could be because I'm on antidepressants or because I have learned to accept that few things usually go my way, maybe a bit of both.
I don't miss crying of course but I do miss having a full range of emotions from genuinely happy to sad. Can't even remember a time where I felt genuine happiness, but it surely dates back to before my hair loss started - go figure.
Pain changes people. I'm not really sure if it does make you wiser or more bitter and overall a worse person. I think it depends on the real nature of the person. If you're naturally really kind, but you have been through a lot of pain, then you may grow to be less kinder, but more wiser. And if you're naturally a trash person, then you are going to be more and more trash and less wiser because you were already bitter before any pain. Until now i haven't figured out yet if i'm going to be more trash or more wise and less kind.
 

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Pain changes people. I'm not really sure if it does make you wiser or more bitter and overall a worse person.
Maybe a bit of both. I have noticed something, and that is old people seem to be generally more bitter than young people. It's only natural; they've lived way longer and has experienced more hurt and pain than your average young person. However, when you go through something as traumatic as premature baldness in your youth, it's like you go through decades of pain before your time.
You grow old before you're supposed to, especially mentally.
I'm 24 years old but I feel trapped in a 70 year old's body. I get extremely jealous when I see young people with full heads of hair living the full potential of their youth, since I have lost nearly 5 years of mine already to baldness.
I wish I was a kid again, a time where I did not know pain and hurt even existed. It's very true what they say - ignorance is bliss.
 

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Maybe a bit of both. I have noticed something, and that is old people seem to be generally more bitter than young people. It's only natural; they've lived way longer and has experienced more hurt and pain than your average young person. However, when you go through something as traumatic as premature baldness in your youth, it's like you go through decades of pain before your time.
You grow old before you're supposed to, especially mentally.
I'm 24 years old but I feel trapped in a 70 year old's body. I get extremely jealous when I see young people with full heads of hair living the full potential of their youth, since I have lost nearly 5 years of mine already to baldness.
I wish I was a kid again, a time where I did not know pain and hurt even existed. It's very true what they say - ignorance is bliss.
I'm sorry for what you're going through, must be a living hell to lose your hair especially as a woman because it rarely happens. As for me, my childhood was ruined because of constant bullying and all kinds of abuse and when i hit puberty i was hit by depression and some other mental problems, not to mention loneliness and being hated by everyone and having crap genetics besides baldness, so my teenage years also have been ruined. And now i'm receding and thinning at 17, so my 20's are going to be ruined as well. After 20's i'm a bitter man who had 30 years of nothing but pain. I've decided not to marry or have a kids because i don't want them to suffer like me and i can't be a good father to them after i've been fucked mentally for all those years. Where i live arranged marriages are the norm and i can easily marry if i wanted to, but i'll never do it even for a million dollar because i'm not selfish piece of sh*t. This curse will die with me.
 

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I literally haven't cried in over 10 years; I usually cope with difficult situations by drinking heavily
 

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I wish i could cry and let it all out, but i can never cry no matter what happens to me. I see people cry when anything happens to them, like they break up with their partners, or they get fired, or they get no attention and to me those problems are child play. I have a 100x shittier life than them, but i never cry, i'm emotionally dead. I can't even remember when was the last time i cried, my heart is getting more cold and apathetic everyday. I'm afraid that if this sh*t continues for a long time, i'll no longer be a normal human again.

Last time I cried is one or two months ago when I realized that I'm a weak responder to finasteride and had a breakdown.
They were calm, hopeless, adult tears, the ones you would expect to be shed by a balding and thinning 21 years old.

I still have hope though.
 

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Last time I cried is one or two months ago when I realized that I'm a weak responder to finasteride and had a breakdown.
They were calm, hopeless, adult tears, the ones you would expect to be shed by a balding and thinning 21 years old.

I still have hope though.
I'm truly sorry man. Good thing you still have hope, i wish the best for you.
 

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I could never cry over hairloss lol, punch a wall, slit my own throat... maybe, but not cry

I'm English for Godsake, we bloody well carry on
You're an English man, but you're still a human.
 

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My depression and apathy got so bad I haven't cried in years. I haven't felt anything for years, admittedly.
Yeah, still boredom is the only thing that never goes away. I still have like 21900 days or 60 years until i die. 60 years of boredom and loneliness. And the average human gets depressed because he haven't had a girlfriend for like 3 months. I'll never even have friends, not to mention a girlfriend for 60 years.
 

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Last time I cried was after banging a tite 17 year old towards the end of last year and she had gone to sleep, I was overwhelmed by the fact that such a sweet, and gorgeous bae bae would like me be nice to a 22 year old norwood 3 balding c*** like myself. I even told her earlier that I was balding and it made me sad that I looked older and uglier but she said it wasn't noticeable and I still looked 22. Obviously a lie, but still incredibly sweet of her.
 

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Last time I cried was after banging a tite 17 year old towards the end of last year and she had gone to sleep, I was overwhelmed by the fact that such a sweet, and gorgeous bae bae would like me be nice to a 22 year old norwood 3 balding c*** like myself. I even told her earlier that I was balding and it made me sad that I looked older and uglier but she said it wasn't noticeable and I still looked 22. Obviously a lie, but still incredibly sweet of her.
You're lucky to me. At least you're 10x better than being a balding, lonely virgin forever like me.
 

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My depression and apathy got so bad I haven't cried in years. I haven't felt anything for years, admittedly.

The only thing that can piss you off these days are people demanding you become a gym rat. Lol.

I shed a tear or two when my cat died a couple years ago, before that can't remember
 

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The only thing that can piss you off these days are people demanding you become a gym rat. Lol.

I shed a tear or two when my cat died a couple years ago, before that can't remember
Sorry for your cat, it must be very painful, i can't even imagine my cat dying.
 
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