When Was The Last Time You Cried And Why ?

[JeanLucBB]

The only thing that can make me cry is music

What tracks or pieces?

 

[EvilLocks]

I'm sorry for what you're going through, must be a living hell to lose your hair especially as a woman because it rarely happens. As for me, my childhood was ruined because of constant bullying and all kinds of abuse and when i hit puberty i was hit by depression and some other mental problems, not to mention loneliness and being hated by everyone and having crap genetics besides baldness, so my teenage years also have been ruined. And now i'm receding and thinning at 17, so my 20's are going to be ruined as well. After 20's i'm a bitter man who had 30 years of nothing but pain. I've decided not to marry or have a kids because i don't want them to suffer like me and i can't be a good father to them after i've been fucked mentally for all those years. Where i live arranged marriages are the norm and i can easily marry if i wanted to, but i'll never do it even for a million dollar because i'm not selfish piece of sh*t. This curse will die with me.

What makes being a woman with hair loss so bad for me, is first of all the fact that everywhere I look I see women with hair. The ''why me?'' aspect of it is incredibly strong, I mean what are the odds that a 20 year old female finds herself suffering from aggressive androgenic alopecia that on top of everything, doesn't respond to medication? I have never heard of a case like mine in real life, I've seen some old grandmas with hair loss but never a young woman like myself. It is torture walking around in public and seeing only HAIR everywhere I turn, but it's also something I've gradually learned to live with. Still hurts, though.
Your life sounds far from easy as well, I'm so sorry to hear that. You are so young, you should be having the time of your life right now but instead you are burdened by all these problems. I understand what you mean about kids, I have the same thoughts as well. My kids would have absolutely no chance unless they find a cure for hair loss, which we never know when will happen, if it will even happen at all. I don't know if I will ever have kids but it's a serious concern of mine.

 

[blackg]

The UK is roasted now.

What do you mean "roasted"?

 

[Stanx22]

What do you mean "roasted"?

You take everything so personally. I just said it as a joke and i mean no offence.

 

[Dontwannabeabetabob]

Couple of weeks ago, found out my dad has end stage liver disease.

 

[Stanx22]

What makes being a woman with hair loss so bad for me, is first of all the fact that everywhere I look I see women with hair. The ''why me?'' aspect of it is incredibly strong, I mean what are the odds that a 20 year old female finds herself suffering from aggressive androgenic alopecia that on top of everything, doesn't respond to medication? I have never heard of a case like mine in real life, I've seen some old grandmas with hair loss but never a young woman like myself. It is torture walking around in public and seeing only HAIR everywhere I turn, but it's also something I've gradually learned to live with. Still hurts, though.
Your life sounds far from easy as well, I'm so sorry to hear that. You are so young, you should be having the time of your life right now but instead you are burdened by all these problems. I understand what you mean about kids, I have the same thoughts as well. My kids would have absolutely no chance unless they find a cure for hair loss, which we never know when will happen, if it will even happen at all. I don't know if I will ever have kids but it's a serious concern of mine.

Loneliness is killing me, but i have to get used to it because i have more 60 years to live in loneliness. And what i mean by loneliness not only being single, but no friends as well and soon my sisters will get married and leave the house and my parents will grow old, so i'll be completely alone. I already gave up on life and waiting to die. It'd be nice to not leave the house again.

 

[Stanx22]

Couple of weeks ago, found out my dad has end stage liver disease.

That's f*****g harsh, i'm sorry. I hope your dad will be fine very soon, have hope.

 

[Dontwannabeabetabob]

That's f*****g harsh, i'm sorry. I hope your dad will be fine very soon, have hope.

Thanks man. No treating or curing it at this point, just a matter of time.

 

[blackg]

You take everything so personally. I just said it as a joke and i mean no offence.

Hey? I'm genuinely interested. I'm Australian, by the way. Whatever you say about the British has no impact on my mood.
So what did you mean by the UK being roasted?
The weather?

 

[SmoothSailing]

About two months ago after a girl told me to 'f*** off' after a night drinking together (me paying).

I usually cry about twice a year, obviously privately. Usually after I've been drinking a few days in a row. I plan to stay off the drink for a few months.

 

[blackg]

About two months ago after a girl told me to 'f*** off' after a night drinking together (me paying).

I usually cry about twice a year, obviously privately. Usually after I've been drinking a few days in a row. I plan to stay off the drink for a few months.

Keep drinking. I am.

 

[SmoothSailing]

Keep drinking. I am.

Thanks for the advice blackg, a lot easier that other advice I've got

 

[EvilLocks]

And before that, for a reason that wasn't a movie: during one of my depression/anxiety crisis at night, for no reason, basically being afraid that my life is going too well and that something terrible is probably going to happen soon, full-blown irrational neurosis.

I get that same feeling pretty much every time something ''good'' happens in my life. I'm so used to my life being one big disappointment that anything else seems impossible. As of right now my love life - yes, I kinda have a love life these days! - is going pretty well, my anxiety levels are down, and even though I really am starting to hate my hair piece life is decent. And that's more than good enough. But this thought comes creeping in ''what will be the next disaster to happen?''

 

[blackg]

I get that same feeling pretty much every time something ''good'' happens in my life. I'm so used to my life being one big disappointment that anything else seems impossible. As of right now my love life - yes, I kinda have a love life these days! - is going pretty well, my anxiety levels are down, and even though I really am starting to hate my hair piece life is decent. And that's more than good enough. But this thought comes creeping in ''what will be the next disaster to happen?''

I also get the "things are going too well" anxiety.

Anyway, I'm really happy for you Evil. You're too young and attractive not to have a love life.

Seriously, I hope you remember these days fondly when you get older.

I hope that makes sense.

 

[hairblues]

The thing is, my life has been great for a while now, at least since my ex dropped the abortion bomb.

And even before that, if I go back, the worst thing that happened to me was when I got my gynecomastia right after going through a SSRI-induced psychotic episode. That was rock bottom for me, to the point that my psychiatrist thought I was suffering from borderline personality disorder. Because I'd have temper tantrums.

Terrifying, my parents told me they thought they saw the devil when I was having these.

Being an overweight slick bald NW5 with acne, tits, eye floaters and major depression made me lose my mind somehow. I say somehow because some people will still tell me: "Ah you overreacted Bear, if I had been bald with tits, acne, eye floaters and depression at the age of 22, I would have been fine!"

That's what they like to think anyway.

Did you get gyno from the anti depressants? or finasteride?

 

[blackg]

Having the same kind of people who mock and belittle me in real life giving me fake advice and pretending to care here gets on my nerves.

I agree. I have never seen the inside of a gym yet I'm one of the fittest and in-shape men on our current worksite.

(no brago)

 

[blackg]

Did you get gyno from the anti depressants? or finasteride?

Fred mentioned "eye floaters". What the hell are they, hairblues?
Bloodshot eyes or glucosamine?

 

[hairblues]

Sorry for your cat, it must be very painful, i can't even imagine my cat dying.

when your pet dies its terrible...but when you have to bring them to vet to be euthanized due to illness, it is the worst. You mentally feel like you are killing them even though you are doing it in a humane way..when the choice is not yours and nature takes course so much easier.

 

[Stanx22]

when your pet dies its terrible...but when you have to bring them to vet to be euthanized due to illness, it is the worst. You mentally feel like you are killing them even though you are doing it in a humane way..when the choice is not yours and nature takes course so much easier.

f***, i wish that would never happen. My cat is the only friend i have. If it died, i would be completely alone.

 

[blackg]

The thing is, my life has been great for a while now, at least since my ex dropped the abortion bomb..

Sorry to be flippant about this, Freddo, but I just love the expression "abortion bomb."
Sounds like something from Dr Strangelove.