Dont be depressed you are good looking enough you can get a woman.
You are just f*****g with your own mind and getting in your own way
can you get a woman that looks like
those pics? No of course not...I do not think
any of the guys on forum (well maybe
@Wolf Pack ) can get a model level.
be realistic in the looks situation, you can meet a decent looking woman and you can be very happy if you choose to be...move to USA when you have opportunity, be ambitious in a career, pick decent looking women who are happy and cheerful.
if you desire a 8 or 9 woman only--you will be unhappy and you will be 'stuck'.
aim for a decent looking 6.