What's the rating on these girls you got and currently getting? Do you live alone and have a car? Since my parents aren't rich I have to live with my mom at 28, I don't bother owning a car, and living alone is impossible due shitty wages so I stay a NEET. This has been another reason why I have been incel as f*** besides my chest being deformed and now the balding too to guarantee I die a civilian virgin. Premature ejaculation has always doomed me as well, too scared to c*m fast as f*** with a civ. WIth escorts I feel free to fail, with a civ it would be the end.
I've never gone clubbing and have 0 friends so I can't meet girls (not that I would get any clubbing as a 5'9'' manlet sub7 guy). Only chance is to luck out with Tinder (what else is there anyway, everyone is on that app afaik) but I can't be fucked. I would need to:
1) Lie about my age
2) Lie and say I don't live with my parents (which means I would need to pay an hotel or something, or maybe go at her's place with the risk of getting caugh by their parents)
3) Buy drugs such as priligy to last longer and cialis to guarantee I dont get stage anxiety ED specially if she asks me why my chest isn't symmetrical or something
And the odds of me f*****g anything actually attractive and young are incredibly slim.
It pains me so much knowing im not ever going to experience raw sex with an attractive young girl. It makes me want to kill myself immediately. And it's only going to get worse because treatments are a f*****g scam that don't work and im losing my my hairline.