December update.
Restarted finasteride 0.5 daily for the last 6 weeks, dick worked fine with 2 girls over the last 2 months. My concerns around sensitivity reducing I think were mostly placebo. I may have a slightly reduced libido but I still get morning wood 1-3 times a week which doesn’t seem less than pre-finasteride.
Hair is not far off the longest it’s been atm and the beard is coming through despite the DHT reduction! With flash you can still see areas of thinness and the hair styles I can pull off are limited, but I can’t complain.
Also, compare the hair on the back of my head to the first pictures, insane!
It may seem like doing all of this might make me forget about about my impending baldness, but in a way I see it as an extension to the time I have my youthful hair and therefore given me more time to accept balding. Though the effect of such a drastic, acute change in appearance on mental health cannot be understated, and ‘accepting’ hair loss can seem like a mountain that you just can’t climb. But with time, the pieces come together. My father lost his hair when he was younger than I was, but he still managed to get with some pretty good looking ladies. Just ranting at this point, but just know I feel you guys. Even doctors I work with are affected by this. Nobody is immune to the psychological implications, but like any pain, it gets better with time.