Balding Nightmare Fuel Thread. Post Your Most Shocking Experiences.

[Balding curse]

Suddenly as I was watching I realized that I'm in exactly the same situation right now as he was and noticed that due to baldness at such a young age I started forgetting who I was. My personality is totally gone. I'm not allowed to be the same person who I was and should be. It is as If I'm being judged for my sins that were not that great. Yet, when I put efforts to remember myself 4 years ago I burst out into f*****g tears. I'm turning into an automated machine and my brain cells are dying(I can accomplish way less than I used to 1 year ago, maybe I'm sick), looking less and less like myself as the days pass. I'm 22 and I already feel very old.

This is exactly how I feel everyday, my brain stopped thinking something is distracting me all the time, I don't have goals like I used to be, I don't know what I'm doing and what I'm going to do, I have no interest in anything , I don't even know who I'm , I'm depressed all the time, sometimes I say why I'm still living life is going to be much darker than already it's, f*** you granddad and f*** dad and f*** you god for giving me fucked up genetics.

Sorry for the language but it's really a relief.