Can Someone Help Me Find A Pic I Posted Over A Year Ago?

[buckthorn]

Well f***, don't know how it happened so quick (cough cough finasteride) but it's that time when the top of my head looks like f*****g pubic hair and I want my goddamn f*****g sh*t hair gone for good.

I posted a pic last year (march I think?) where I had shaved down the back and sides and I want to see it so I can remember what they looked like buzzed down.

@Admin @Swoop or any other of your technology wizards - If you help me find it, I will send you a fruit basket in the mail. THANK YOU!!!!

 

[Rudiger]

Well f***, don't know how it happened so quick (cough cough finasteride) but it's that time when the top of my head looks like f*****g pubic hair and I want my goddamn f*****g sh*t hair gone for good.

Uhm. Wha?!

 

[Dante92]

Someone is drunker than usual it seems.

 

[buckthorn]

Not drunk... it's 11am where I am, haha... f*** talking about the hair situation. I saw it in the sun today in my car mirror and it PERSONALLY made me sick. That's just how I feel. I want it gone. I can't even function with it anymore.

can you guys help me find old photos or not?

How do I access them? I have tried everything.

 

[hairblues]

Not drunk... it's 11am where I am, haha... f*** talking about the hair situation. I saw it in the sun today in my car mirror and it PERSONALLY made me sick. That's just how I feel. I want it gone. I can't even function with it anymore.

can you guys help me find old photos or not?

How do I access them? I have tried everything.

was it on a thread you started?

 

[buckthorn]

was it on a thread you started?

I have no idea...lol!!! I know I posted it on here for sure, and would really like to see it!

 

[hairblues]

I have no idea...lol!!! I know I posted it on here for sure, and would really like to see it!

I have no idea how you can find that you can try to skim the threads you created i just looked and your first thread was over a year ago. but ugh you would have to go one by one and scan all of them.

 

[Rudiger]

I remember on another forum there was a way of seeing every attachment ever posted, and it all came up on one screen so there were thousands.

But if that's possible on this forum type, then you can simply find all by your username, and that would significantly narrow it down.

Was it an attachment or just a link?

 

[hairblues]

It is kind of crazy when you think how huge the site is of old postings and threads.

 

[buckthorn]

I remember on another forum there was a way of seeing every attachment ever posted, and it all came up on one screen so there were thousands.

But if that's possible on this forum type, then you can simply find all by your username, and that would significantly narrow it down.

Was it an attachment or just a link?

it was an attachment... hmmm... don't know. I remember I was happy about the pic, and the scar wasn't too bad... I just want to kinda analyze it so I have some kind of idea what I'm in for.

What's happened, for some reason, is I've very quickly lost most density in the front, especially around the hair transplant area... so, it looks really funky. Like, poorly spaced thick chunky grafts sticking up everywhere throughout the left and middle... perhaps I'll have a few drinks tonight and go down to a four guard (.5") and see...

Either way, I can't live through summer like this.. it looks terrible and sickly and especially with how much I sweat, it will ruin another year.

My fate has been determined. time to do it and try to live a peaceful life.

 

[hairblues]

it was an attachment... hmmm... don't know. I remember I was happy about the pic, and the scar wasn't too bad... I just want to kinda analyze it so I have some kind of idea what I'm in for.

What's happened, for some reason, is I've very quickly lost most density in the front, especially around the hair transplant area... so, it looks really funky. Like, poorly spaced thick chunky grafts sticking up everywhere throughout the left and middle... perhaps I'll have a few drinks tonight and go down to a four guard (.5") and see...

Either way, I can't live through summer like this.. it looks terrible and sickly and especially with how much I sweat, it will ruin another year.

My fate has been determined. time to do it and try to live a peaceful life.

Why don't you take some pics 'Now' and either post them here or PM them to @h.i. and get some opinions you impulsive crazy maniac. lol. You are going to be bottle of tequila in one hand, buzzer in the other and you are going to wake up with a reverse mohawk.

 

[Dante92]

It is kind of crazy when you think how huge the site is of old postings and threads.

A huge library of knowledge, sorrow, hopes and delusions, and we're all its scribes.

A fascinating place indeed.

 

[buckthorn]

Why don't you take some pics 'Now' and either post them here or PM them to @h.i. and get some opinions you impulsive crazy maniac. lol. You are going to be bottle of tequila in one hand, buzzer in the other and you are going to wake up with a reverse mohawk.

If I was impulsive, I would have shaved it years ago. The fact is simple - it keeps getting worst and worst, every single day. The scalp inflammation is off the charts and nothing is helping. I tried finasteride for a year, and this is what I get. It's not normal to be a healthy individual, and have burning and crawling in your scalp and losing hair at this rate.

It's over. Game over. Not over dramatic. Not BDD. It's over.

 

[baldboys]

Man up and just shave it, you f*****g sissy.

 

[hairblues]

A huge library of knowledge, sorrow, hopes and delusions, and we're all its scribes.

A fascinating place indeed.

In 20 years there will be new versions of 'us' fighting the same fights over and over and over again.

 

[Rudiger]

it was an attachment... hmmm... don't know. I remember I was happy about the pic, and the scar wasn't too bad... I just want to kinda analyze it so I have some kind of idea what I'm in for.

What's happened, for some reason, is I've very quickly lost most density in the front, especially around the hair transplant area... so, it looks really funky. Like, poorly spaced thick chunky grafts sticking up everywhere throughout the left and middle... perhaps I'll have a few drinks tonight and go down to a four guard (.5") and see...

Either way, I can't live through summer like this.. it looks terrible and sickly and especially with how much I sweat, it will ruin another year.

My fate has been determined. time to do it and try to live a peaceful life.

This is painful reading to be honest, partly for your current situation and partly because personally I could be in the same boat in a few years.

I'll always push treatments and saving your hair on every person, but you've truly exhausted all ideas. I'm confident you'll adjust to being a "new" Bucky, sure maybe not as great aesthetically, but it sounds like your personal struggles with baldness may weigh you down so much as a person that being slybald will be an overall improvement for you. I sure do hope so.

And stay off the f*****g hooch going through it.

 

[hairblues]

If I was impulsive, I would have shaved it years ago. The fact is simple - it keeps getting worst and worst, every single day. The scalp inflammation is off the charts and nothing is helping. I tried finasteride for a year, and this is what I get. It's not normal to be a healthy individual, and have burning and crawling in your scalp and losing hair at this rate.

It's over. Game over. Not over dramatic. Not BDD. It's over.

No I know--i just want you to be 'sure'...

BTW did you see the thread about rubbing vagina cream on your head? Anti fungal vagina cream?

Man up and just shave it, you f*****g sissy.

Damn man, brutal.

 

[Rudiger]

Why don't you take some pics 'Now' and either post them here or PM them to @h.i. and get some opinions you impulsive crazy maniac. lol. You are going to be bottle of tequila in one hand, buzzer in the other and you are going to wake up with a reverse mohawk.

I'm still of the opinion that his hair for mid-thirties is fine, I don't care what a 4k zoom-in spotlight focus wet haired picture shows, he is not a bald man and won't be a bald man for a long time.

However it's becoming clear that no amount of therapy will fix him to seeing this, BDD will always win, and he should shave it, as much as it hurts me to say.

 

[hairblues]

I'm still of the opinion that his hair for mid-thirties is fine, I don't care what a 4k zoom-in spotlight focus wet haired picture shows, he is not a bald man and won't be a bald man for a long time.

However it's becoming clear that no amount of therapy will fix him to seeing this, BDD will always win, and he should shave it, as much as it hurts me to say.

Also the itching I think makes him annoyed--I don't know if it will improve via shaving--most likely NOT but it is probably part of driving @buckthorn

 

[buckthorn]

Man up and just shave it, you f*****g sissy.

hahaha!! I love it. I wish you could come over and smack some sense into me.

@hairblues - first of all, I never realized how awesome your username was until now. secondly, vagisil? are you serious? what is this accomplishing.

@H.i. - it's no longer BDD, it's just a reality. I don't know if I have chronic Telogen Effluvium, but it's even worst than the last time I posted pics... and lets be clear here, the honest people (@blackg) responded with - his hair doesn't look good, at all.

It's to the point that even my family, who wouldn't say a thing before have started talking. things like "yeah, it has thinned out a lot in a short time... you should get your thyoid checked."

I wish it was BDD, but to be honest, I have the opposite of BDD - delusion. I want to keep thinking it looks o.k., so I tell myself all sorts of sh*t.

It's just to the point where i must question if keeping this sh*t density on top looks better or worst than being completely bald. honestly man