I don't accept anyone else's pre-existent baggage so please give me a chance and I bore quickly usually, right? Like leave Janey out of this since that was a contrived character based upon Ruby Spears. Honestly, I never think of my genitals sexually but i do think of them much more matter of factly. People with DID tend to be communication poor and they frequently re-start as better personalities. I can play anything and make it amazing but that's boring. Maybe I still have hang-ups about cis-guys doing whatever. I am mostly asexual and celibate. Again, Janey had quite the libido at times but she's unabashed. I am stoic Will and this is a different personage.
So calling me Janey and associating me with Janey is not the best step forward and career move for Will. Janey had to stop having unbridled access to our emotions. Fetishes are for XY losers and I simply could not be that or be sullied by that psychologically so in actuality I seldom if ever have sexual thoughts. Originally as a "male" I clung to those fetishes and they were identical to all of the losers on here. A person cannot be productive in life if they are addicted to masturbation where you just whole your f*****g ki in or water. The dudes do their thing five to ten times a day sort of like monkeys. I agree completely about taking the charge out of wearing female clothing and so the main thing is that I am not embarrassed to be legally female. Janey just liked nice clothes and tailored things period. She always dressed to the nine's, subtle but not too much. Hecate help me to be a better and less sexually bound up person. I really don't care if people say well that's tiny. I am like eh. No it is not.
But the general premise of what you are saying, I mean you are dead-on point. Will was no better than the rest of them, then. I just have fun with this and try not to hurt anyone's connotations. But yes, part of hitting rock bottom for me involved cleaning toilets and thinking that's disgusting. I am a lawyer, remember? But I keep forgetting. My name is now Will and I am not any other person. I have zero control over Janey's motivations. She listens to no one but her therapist. But again, my nickname at least is Will again but I share no brain processes with that individual. Janey was clearly manic; Will is not.
So calling me Janey and associating me with Janey is not the best step forward and career move for Will. Janey had to stop having unbridled access to our emotions. Fetishes are for XY losers and I simply could not be that or be sullied by that psychologically so in actuality I seldom if ever have sexual thoughts. Originally as a "male" I clung to those fetishes and they were identical to all of the losers on here. A person cannot be productive in life if they are addicted to masturbation where you just whole your f*****g ki in or water. The dudes do their thing five to ten times a day sort of like monkeys. I agree completely about taking the charge out of wearing female clothing and so the main thing is that I am not embarrassed to be legally female. Janey just liked nice clothes and tailored things period. She always dressed to the nine's, subtle but not too much. Hecate help me to be a better and less sexually bound up person. I really don't care if people say well that's tiny. I am like eh. No it is not.
But the general premise of what you are saying, I mean you are dead-on point. Will was no better than the rest of them, then. I just have fun with this and try not to hurt anyone's connotations. But yes, part of hitting rock bottom for me involved cleaning toilets and thinking that's disgusting. I am a lawyer, remember? But I keep forgetting. My name is now Will and I am not any other person. I have zero control over Janey's motivations. She listens to no one but her therapist. But again, my nickname at least is Will again but I share no brain processes with that individual. Janey was clearly manic; Will is not.
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