Lilian from Otokonoko was having a rough time for the last few months but now she's back in business. It literally took her a week to ship to me from the time of purchase, and the gel arrived in like 3 days.
Exploring The Hormonal Route. Hair=life.
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Do your psychiatrist know what cringe photos you are sending here? It would surely make him reconsider the treatment regimen, lol
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See Sol? That's not just passive aggressive, it's openly aggressive and me thinks it's not funny nor polite.
I often mention that using HRT is a mind-blow generally and it is exceptionally easy for our "guilt" about using it for the "wrong reasons" as leading to being all self-hating tranny and all... None of us are better nor worse and many people think all of us, including Bridge are crazy per se.... Is this cringe worthy? Cause I think she's kind of cute, like if I saw her in a restaurant and she turned to me to say "High?"
I often mention that using HRT is a mind-blow generally and it is exceptionally easy for our "guilt" about using it for the "wrong reasons" as leading to being all self-hating tranny and all... None of us are better nor worse and many people think all of us, including Bridge are crazy per se.... Is this cringe worthy? Cause I think she's kind of cute, like if I saw her in a restaurant and she turned to me to say "High?"
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You're the only one I think is crazy here. I don't know what your psychiatrist is doing, but you have serious problems, William. I would like to understand your motivation, but I can't. Stop spamming with your photos. This discredits transgender people and makes people think they are just fetishists and perverts.
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<Janey shakes head in disbelief>
The idea behind promoting "just in it for the hair" is to provide an option for suicidal XY's but you clearly cannot handle the baggage. Will is my alter but that's not my name. Shall I post my driver's license? And what about the boy band hair "p**rn" that you posted? "Look everybody, almas swears that he's doing this to look male but I suspect that deep down your find those faces attractive. Janey did but they were all too glammed up for her. Leave the affected posing to the trannies and females of the world. Or recognize that every single one of those men is highly likely to be, oh my Goddess, gay? And probably, bottoms, so Janey says relax, throw back five vodkas since you are sort of a Russian and worry about yourself and think about yourself as you say "bottoms up"...<winks> Janey's as normal as she wants to be and as crazy, too but she does love herself and I recommend that mind-set to all. Better to go down in flames than to be ordinary. Kevin Spacey said that... but it was more like, Janey, you couldn't be ordinary if you tried and Goddess knows I have never tried to be ordinary ever.... I recommend it to no man or was that Ulysses?
The idea behind promoting "just in it for the hair" is to provide an option for suicidal XY's but you clearly cannot handle the baggage. Will is my alter but that's not my name. Shall I post my driver's license? And what about the boy band hair "p**rn" that you posted? "Look everybody, almas swears that he's doing this to look male but I suspect that deep down your find those faces attractive. Janey did but they were all too glammed up for her. Leave the affected posing to the trannies and females of the world. Or recognize that every single one of those men is highly likely to be, oh my Goddess, gay? And probably, bottoms, so Janey says relax, throw back five vodkas since you are sort of a Russian and worry about yourself and think about yourself as you say "bottoms up"...<winks> Janey's as normal as she wants to be and as crazy, too but she does love herself and I recommend that mind-set to all. Better to go down in flames than to be ordinary. Kevin Spacey said that... but it was more like, Janey, you couldn't be ordinary if you tried and Goddess knows I have never tried to be ordinary ever.... I recommend it to no man or was that Ulysses?
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If anyone is perceived to have functional issues, yes, let's DM them. Otherwise, no references to anyone's mental health ever.OMG this argument is insane, can't we just like all get along? It saddens me to see thisWe're all in this fight together.
That's never appropriate in any conversation, written, spoken or sent via Pigeon. If Almas doing that is accepted then yes, he wins because I am gone. Granted this thread started out not being a tranny thread and maybe that's where it should go since a few of us have our own at least not-anti-tranny threads. So grow up Almas. Maybe you guys do that in Russia but we don't in the West, not unless we are joking clearly and don't do it more than say twice. I have emphasized having no pronouns but others feel differently and calling a tranny by the name of her alter is just about the most offensive thing a heteronorm can do. But Janey's not ashamed of Will at all. Loved being him while it lasted and Janey has been there seemingly all along so who cares anyway say they. Here's Will, intoned like "Here's Johnny" And he's almost 57 too but he used to look say 67....
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Hrmph!
This outfit is based upon a conservative pattern related to yes, a French maid dress and you have to be a maiden to be a maid or is to be made? Eh, either way she says<winks>
Not to mention that Janey asked all over about you and she was worried about you! Why drive away someone who at least saw you as a mascot. I was struggling with you as you agonized over doing this and I was respectful about my doubts regarding the all powerful Bicalutamide--it grows hair, muscle, works like v**** and well, that.
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Are we though? Lol.
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The war against androgens? sure
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Ngl Janey, if your former ego would have shaved off the last few hair strands, William could look like a sexy daddy lol.
But new ego, Janey, looks good too
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And this all seemed so logical to fat, happy, kept, married Will. I don't always know which of this might not be real because I am tired of being 'out there" in terms of vulnerability. I mean my decline at least correlated with me doing on DIY HRT with mostly topical but also lots of estrogel and spironolactone and premarin and then yes, off when they institutionalized me for autism at a drug treatment center and boy was that a fun six months with my big bald military roommate but he was a gentleman and in spite of my large pecs, nobody could tell yet. If we had gotten marital counseling this would have worked out.Ngl Janey, if your former ego would have shaved off the last few hair strands, William could look like a sexy daddy lol.
But new ego, Janey, looks good too
But imagine me with my annoying tendencies trying to win her over. If I just shut up for a year, she might have taken me back but it just got stranger and stranger and all of my good intentions pushed us apart. I sent her nice blue topaz earrings and got a message back, no gifts, no notes and no memory of our anniversary please forever. And hey, she better wear those earrings since if Janey's back, she could use them again and notice my ever present topaz pendant. That's a sign of my bond to her and my acceptance that she was nuts but I was crazy meaning she was earning the big bucks and I could rhyme here but pls asked me not to
Swear to Goddess she used to love me like a child but that was the issue. My being child-like with an IQ like that of Bruce Wayne (yes, I checked) throws people. I sat in a chair for two years before separation trying to work out how to get my hair back and what it would mean using estrogen and I botched it and yes, it probably did change my personality, most ways for the better but the younger Janey personality had to take over. Literally, the other guy was out of fuel and living on fumes and that's no life at all. My photography without intending to, shows sour, clueless, hopeless and hapless, Will and Janey's dancing and trying on new hair and outfits and being a stray cat and that part, the exuberance again; that's intoxicating and makes all of this worthwhile. My real hair's decent too but Janey's my focus and the object of what is definitely autogynephilia.
Regards to all and it means a lot that anybody cares<Janey starts to cry, really!>
And I ask for some reasonable accommodation since people with autistic tendencies often struggle to communicate without pictures and yes setting.<Janey smiles and twirls> I take only live pics but they outfits and the poses are all thought out to display different aspects. In many I pout and hide behind my hair. Pic three is of Janey the innocent and please don't break my spirit and pic 4 is still Will's dream hair style and it's my son's still too or it was six years ago.... Will writes like a normal man and scrupulously with reference to spelling and grammar while Janey, like, um, always just speaks when she writes and it intentionally or not creates a very different and less stoic vibe. Better than boredom and it's time to start putting Janey's writing even as a character on literotica.com because Janey's a hell of a writer. Will could write about anything but not creatively so bound and tied up are some of us "males". It's all right to be vulnerable in life, just not too much. Goddess show me the balance....
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This would be considered the nuclear option for men. 99% of most men wouldn’t attempt this method. For good reasons as well. I have to respect the dudes that tried because it takes serious balls to be willing to lose them for gains.
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I hope I don't go crazy on estrogens, kill me if this happens))
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Feminization and sterilization. To the average 99% of guys, thats a huge problem. Not too mention thats it not just gyno with respect to feminization, complete fat redistribution can and will happen. Shutting off the testes for extended periods also risk permanently damaging their ability to produce normal T output ever again.
With that being said, it does appear that some men are willing to go down this route. To each their own.
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This is not a problem if you are married and do not plan any more children.
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I guess that depends on each persons own relationship. How will ones wife perceive her husband losing a good majority of his physical masculine traits. Taking on a feminine figure and potentially losing his ability to have an erection. Again, probably very relationship dependent.
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It all depends on the physiology and dosage of E2. For example, I take 6 mg, my libido has decreased but not critically, which is only a plus for me (I was hyperactive) but now I am sterile and I can have sex without protection, which is more a plus than a minus for me.
My erection is fine, my c*** is still hard. My breasts are a little bigger, but it's not noticeable to others, rather they don't understand the difference.
My growth points are closed, so I have no changes in the hip joint. I also do not gain weight and do not see the distribution of fat by female type. But I see other changes - clean / soft skin, wrinkles have become less-smoothed out, large eyelashes.
In general, the face has become very nice, I would say beautiful. This is not my opinion, so say friends who have not seen me for a long time. This is not an advertisement for HRT, I only describe what is happening to me, I also do not advise taking E2 for teenagers or doing it unconsciously because it will ruin your life.
My erection is fine, my c*** is still hard. My breasts are a little bigger, but it's not noticeable to others, rather they don't understand the difference.
My growth points are closed, so I have no changes in the hip joint. I also do not gain weight and do not see the distribution of fat by female type. But I see other changes - clean / soft skin, wrinkles have become less-smoothed out, large eyelashes.
In general, the face has become very nice, I would say beautiful. This is not my opinion, so say friends who have not seen me for a long time. This is not an advertisement for HRT, I only describe what is happening to me, I also do not advise taking E2 for teenagers or doing it unconsciously because it will ruin your life.
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