Thanks for the invite, I'm glad to be here.
My finances for everything are improving substantially, so I fully plan to get thousands of dollars of work to maintain my appearance as I get older regardless. I will get gyno surgery if it becomes an issue (less than a week on estriol and no adverse sides yet). I am fully willing to accept a bit more weight gain even if it means I'm not waking up ripped and ready to look like a statue of sculpted marble physically with a reasonable amount of exercise.
I would rather have a bit of extra weight, and a full head of hair and a few sides than not. Not long ago, my skin was horribly oily and that is just gone, I've been waking up with no oiliness to my skin, no inflamed pores, that battle appears to be over now, it will take months to see the benefits of the estriol on hair growth itself, but all indications thus far are encouraging.
I managed to get some 17b estrogel, it's coming in the mail, I had a meeting with my hair Doctor and he chickened out, said my endo should be responsible for that, even though I have two other doctors, one of which who has a doctorate in biochemisty saying it's fine if I use estrogen to some degree considering how unrelenting my testosterone levels are without any sign of aromatase.
The biochemisty phd has told me they are willing to also get me estrogen but it will take time, my only issue is the formulation, I don't want anything other than an alcohol based hormone gel, so we'll see.
My hair has stabilized for the most part, the issues with my scalp seem to have subsided, so we'll see what happens when I have a few more weeks to a month of my skin calming down to see how it helps my hair in general.
Funny thing is I'm still not gaining tons of weight and my face in general seems more hydrated, it's not as sucked in and dry like it was when my testosterone was unopposed. If you saw pictures of me when I was younger, as I kid I always think I had slightly higher estrogen levels, maybe a bit too high, but I do think there are phenotypes as it were of people who handle certain ratios of hormones better, and I simply do better when my estrogen is a bit higher.
My hair Doctor was seriously worried that my estrogen levels would get out of control had no confidence that I could manage anything, even though I've told him that I lost 30 pounds by learning how to methylate estrogen out of my body reliably. I told him, I'm just going for it and he said he'd like to see my progress in a year, but I don't think I'll go back to him, if you're not behind me when I need help, I'm certainly not going to reward you with data once I've proven you wrong.