I am going to be honest with you.
1. Nobody here or anywhere else is going to like/accept you in till you learn to like and accept yourself. That you are none of those guys you posted, you are IBM.
2. Judging from your posts, I sincerely doubt even before hair loss you were happy and I doubt even if your hair loss dissappeared tomorrow or got a hair transplant, you would be happy. You would still find something to complain about.