I take the highest dose contraceptive pill. It’s banned in many countries because it has given women strokes and cancer.
I have also lost 80% of my hair in three years. It’s fast progressing. I don’t like being alive as it is. The thought of living this way forever makes me sick in the pit of my stomach.
Yeah look I’m not going to lie. I’ve given myself another year to see if anything gets better and if it doesn’t I’m just gonna neck myself. I’m not prepared to live the rest of
My life feeling as desperately ugly and sad as I do now. I’m only 24. I’m single. I won’t find anyone if I go bald, I won’t have the confidence to ever be social again, I will always be insecure and depressed about it.
So I’m going to try darolutamide for a year, and if that’s a bust, then so am I, and I’m cool with that decision.
I hope you won't mind me saying some things we've talked about again. Sorry if I'm repeating myself. But if this is what you've decided your life is going to balanced on, then let's at least make the best effort we can.
In your case, I'm glad you've gone to daro because it is the strongest anti-androgenic therapy possible, and using it topically avoids nuking your systemic androgens too much. So despite its strength, it should be much cleaner than the heavy oral drugs you've already done (like spironolactone). I do think this will 100% solve any androgenic component of your hair loss. I think it's physically impossible for it not to.
However, I don't think that's nearly enough. It is still absolutely essential you solve your estrogen/progesterone issue properly, and do it immediately. Diane 35 is not a good hormone replacement therapy for someone in early menopause. It's composed of extremely powerful artificial synthetic hormones that don't come close to replicate the natural balance of your ideal female hormones.
Again,
the fact that you have diffuse full body hair loss (not just on your head) guarantees this is far more than just androgenic loss, as hyperandrogenism causes an
increase in body hair in women, not loss. This is also suggested by the fact that you say your hair growth "stalls" for periods of time. This is also not typical of androgenic hair loss. However, we know that severe estrogen/progesterone imbalances (either too much or too little) can cause both problems.
Please for your sake do your best to get on the bioidentical hormones ASAP. Don't wait another 2-3 months. Call a new clinic and do it now. Time is short. Your hair will most likely keep shedding until you do.
Daro won't stop this since that's only one part of the problem. I would guess from everything you've said the estrogen issue is at least ~70% of the problem. That body hair loss and stalling hair growth can only be from a nonandrogenic type of hormone imbalance. Given what we know of estrogen excess impairing hair growth, Diane 35 may in fact be making this much worse.
Lastly, I know you won't believe me at your core, but I absolutely believe what everyone else has said as well. Even if you went bald and wore a wig, personally, I wouldn't care much. Lots of guys wouldn't. But I think at the center, this is more about your self-image and a difficulty with the loss of that in the context of how you were brought up and what you've been through. Plus hair loss is just objectively difficult for almost anyone to cope with.
I hope you get your hair back. I absolutely think it's possible. Fundamentally, this is just about blocking undesirable hormones at the scalp and adding back the ones you need through the body
in the right balance. It isn't rocket science. It should be solvable. But if for any reason it still proves difficult, I hope you will find yourself more resilient than you believe you are now.