@Caillou, I totally understand alot of your points and I feel the same way sometimes about people in general. People will ask me do I like my job and my answer is always it depends on the people I deal with. If they are respectful, nice, intelligent, and grateful, I love my job. However, at this point the world has changed for the worse after this pandemic. People are more entitled, disrespectful, angry, and selfish. I see what you see. The hardest part is you have to look for the exceptions and that is biggest challenge you will face. But trust me, they do exist and when you find them, enjoy them. Nothing wrong with trying to live your life as an outsider. I was just like you in so many ways believe it or not with my limited beliefs. Still am in some ways. Trust me in this forum I found some exceptions. Maybe only because we think alike.