You can't have the full Paris experience if balding nor the Rio one, sigh. I came close enough when I lived in France but strangely part of the freedom of my being in France where they were liberal like me, wheeee, was eclipsed by my worries about drip drip drip hair loss. I had this huge mirror that I detached and started my descent into mirror-compulsion. My friends were like, that's dangerous having a large mirror on top of a porcelain sink next to a metal and porcelain bidet. And I just shrugged. Had some great fun but also spent way too much time in my single room at the dortoire reading obsessively which is my wont life-long, and reading too much Camus and Kafka and wishing life were not boring. Literally careful what you wish for. My life feels like the movie total recall and I am like, wake up now Will. Please waked up. Vacation over. Bladerunners yes, how do I know I even exist as a human? If I can't leave this nightmare with my luscious locks than Will, now Janey is here to stay. We need our hair. What was the question or did that answer it for you?
janey
I am told that I have very, very beautiful hair
but my hair loss was a real trauma, now that i am norwood 1 i have never forgotten what my hair loss did to me mentally
i am totally obsessed with my hair loss, and i live in fear, i stopped enjoying life, when i lost it it was worse, without finasteride i will have committed suicide.
I prefer to have a treatable cancer rather than a genetic hair loss, I have the impression of being sick, that I am basing myself against a degenerative disease, with no possible outcome
For example, earlier, I took my vitamins for my hair, 40 minutes after, I had a bowel movement, because I also eat a lot of vegetables, etc., I have a very active transit, and I am afraid that my vitamins have been poorly absorbed or not, in my body, which makes me want to take more, but I struggle daily for the overdose, I am sinking into "drugs"
I would like to take feminizers while I am what appears to be a norwood 0 or 1
I'm going crazy, and I think eventually I'll die somehow, my madness will kill me