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Yeah you heard it. I think I will be leaving the board very soon, it does not serve its purpose for me anymore. I felt like it was a place to vent for me etc, but I think I've already said everything I have to say about my feelings towards hairloss. I'm very f*****g tired of using the meds that won't help my situation at all so I think I will be dropping all meds except 0.5 mg/day finasteride pretty soon. Dunno, I probably have some aggressive type of hairloss since nothing I've tried seems to help, the hair just keeps detoriating at an alarming speed.
Another thing is that I'm spending too much time here for my own good, just posting sh*t about this and that when I really should be concentrating on finishing my studies and getting my life back on track. Hairloss is a b**ch but I can't believe how much I'm letting it shock me. I've literally wasted 1.5 years of my youth for fighting hairloss and being constantly stressed about it, not to mention the money I've put on treatments that haven't worked. I'm a student and I don't work so I really don't earn too much money to be spilled around.
I've also thought a lot about my possibilities to succeed in life without hair... and I have come into the conclusion that I won't be looking any better 10 years down the line, I am at my best right now at my mid-20's, this IS the best of me. I have to live now, I can't waste any more time weeping about hairloss and this and that. I bet my hairloss is not even big a deal for any of my friends or family, it's just me who's exaggerating everything in my head. This forum can be a real b**ch for persuading you to think that you're worthless without hair, and I must admit I fell into that trap. There's some really fucked up sh*t about everyones experiences with hairloss, but fortunately I live in a different country where hairloss is not generally seen as a life-threatening illness or a physical defect comparable to having an extra nose or something. So I will keep trying to accept myself for what I am, which will soon be a naturally balding man who keeps his hear buzzed neat. I've been through a lot of sh*t in my lifetime which has made me more than a little self-conscious about my appearance, so it will be hard to fully accept this hairloss curse because my self-confidence has never been very high.
I might still be lurking around here but I've done posting for now. There's too many users who have been VERY helpful towards me so I'll just thank everyone here instead of naming anyone. So cya and good luck with your hairloss battle whether it's using meds or just accepting it and shaving your head or whatever you wanna do.
Another thing is that I'm spending too much time here for my own good, just posting sh*t about this and that when I really should be concentrating on finishing my studies and getting my life back on track. Hairloss is a b**ch but I can't believe how much I'm letting it shock me. I've literally wasted 1.5 years of my youth for fighting hairloss and being constantly stressed about it, not to mention the money I've put on treatments that haven't worked. I'm a student and I don't work so I really don't earn too much money to be spilled around.
I've also thought a lot about my possibilities to succeed in life without hair... and I have come into the conclusion that I won't be looking any better 10 years down the line, I am at my best right now at my mid-20's, this IS the best of me. I have to live now, I can't waste any more time weeping about hairloss and this and that. I bet my hairloss is not even big a deal for any of my friends or family, it's just me who's exaggerating everything in my head. This forum can be a real b**ch for persuading you to think that you're worthless without hair, and I must admit I fell into that trap. There's some really fucked up sh*t about everyones experiences with hairloss, but fortunately I live in a different country where hairloss is not generally seen as a life-threatening illness or a physical defect comparable to having an extra nose or something. So I will keep trying to accept myself for what I am, which will soon be a naturally balding man who keeps his hear buzzed neat. I've been through a lot of sh*t in my lifetime which has made me more than a little self-conscious about my appearance, so it will be hard to fully accept this hairloss curse because my self-confidence has never been very high.
I might still be lurking around here but I've done posting for now. There's too many users who have been VERY helpful towards me so I'll just thank everyone here instead of naming anyone. So cya and good luck with your hairloss battle whether it's using meds or just accepting it and shaving your head or whatever you wanna do.