- Reaction score
- 520
People can't stand being with me because they think that i'm too depressive or a downer, but i can't help it. I'm forced to be this way because of my life circumstances. I can never be the optimistic, positive, happy guy who loves life and full of energy. I'm dealing with a sh*t hand that was given to me forcefully. I was kind of happy that i made some friends and got out the sh*t hole i always stayed in (my room), but they can't relate to me at all. We're living in dual realities, they have no idea what kind of problems i'm dealing with and how does they impact me. They think that i simply choose to be this way for no reason. They're now trying to keep me out of their lives because they think thay i'm intentionally ruining their mode and giving them negative energy.
I'll be forced to be alone again, it's simply my fate, there's nothing i can do to change it.
Pathetic whining from a millennial brat.