So I ordered Regaine, a dermaroller and nizoral on prime yesterday, arrived today.
However, my mom opened the Regaine package and freaked out when she saw Minodoxil and confiscated it and gave me a lecture about how dangerous the side effects are.
I managed to keep my dermaroller, which is good I guess, but not sure if there is even much of a pint of just derma rolling on its own.
As well as this, I've been looking at my hair under strong light, and it's evident that there is miniaturisation occuring on my left temple, much worse than what I thought it was.It is hard to get a picture under strong light, but the hair there appears long, wispy and sparse. I think I may even be showing some signs of diffuse thinning, which I think may be imagining, but I've had long hair most of my life, so I can't tell.
When I first noticed irritation in my temples about 6 months ago, I did take a pretty useless picture. But I think it's clear that despite the difference in length, my hair is quite a lot thinner now than then. It is also clear that on my left temple, an M shape is beginning to develop
I honestly don't think I will be able to start using min/finasteride till I move out for university, which will be 9 more months of recession, which I don't want to risk.
Honestly, I just wish I was 5 years older, the psychological stress of knowing that I'm losing my hair, and not being able to do anything about it is quite intense.
I know some people will say that my hair still looks like a NW1.5/2, and that it's not that bad, but for an 18 year old with a family history of balding, this is worrying.
I do get some relief from writing here at least, so I will continue to do so, at least until I can meet with my GP and get a diagnosis for androgenetic alopecia, which will prove that I should at least start taking Minodoxil to my parents.
Honestly, just the thought that I may have lost my hair within the next five years depresses me greatly and ruins what little self confidence.
I hope maybe, my recession slows at the least so there is still time for me to treat it without interference from my parents.
I have important exams coming up in two weeks, but to be honest, I can't take my mind off this and find the motivation to revise.
Honestly, I don't want to sound self pitying by writing this, but I have found that writing this has allowed me to channel my thoughts effectively.
I just wish my genes could've started expressing themselves in five years, and not now, when I still lack control over my life, and I don't have to worry about finasteride f*****g up my sexual development.
I just don't know what to do to be honest, I feel like I'm just going to sit by and watch my hair slowly fall away, along with my self confidence.
My mum told me that if I'm balding to just embrace it anyway - there's bigger things in life than hair. I feel maybe that might be true at 30, or even 25, but at 18 everyone is so superficial, a bald person would not be respected.
I know my writing makes my situation sounds a lot worse than it is, but to be honest, I'm just writing how I feel
Firstly, you need to be calm. All this stressing and closely inspecting of your hair isn't good for you. You're just overthinking everything right now.
For most people, hair loss happens over many years. And you're highly likely to be in that category. In a few years time your hair is probably gonna look very similar to what it is now and possibly may not even get any worse until many years later. So relax. Hairloss doesn't happen drastically overnight.
All is not over, many people Derma roll solely and get regrowth. You can also buy natural oils. That has no side effects and your mum surely won't confiscate. Also their relatively cheap. But you will need to make sure their high quality so you get all the nutrients.
You will need these Essential Oils:
1) Peppermint Oil (100% Pure)
2) Rosemary Oil (100% Pure)
You will need a Carrier Oil to mix your Essential Oils in:
1) Coconut Oil (100% Pure Extra Virgin/virgin/Organic)
Mix all three of these oils and keep them in a sealed container. In a cool dry place away from sunlight.
Derma roll at 1mm or 1.5mm once a week and apply the mixture of these oils onto your scalp every single day. Probably at night will be most convenient because they leave your hair looking oily. Put a towel on your pillow so that the oil doesn't soak into your pillow when you sleep.
Apply the oils atleast 30 to 45 minutes before you sleep so that they have time to absorb into your scalp and don't go straight to your pillow.
The dermaroller will give these oils far greater absorption.
Don't underestimate natural oils just because they don't have scientific studies like Finasteride and Minoxidil. Remember, these are natural substances so they don't have the financial backing of Big Pharma to conduct studies. Lack of studies doesn't mean lack of effectiveness. Hair oils have helped alot of people thicken their hair and is extremely underrated on the internet. Most people just lack consistency and effort. They don't use it everyday for at least 6 months before making judgment.
You need to use these oils everyday for 6 months straight, then make judgment. Also as Pegasus2 mentioned, use a 2% Ketoconazole Shampoo every day for at least 6 months. And during the day while you don't have any hair oils, you can apply Alpecin Caffeine Liquid twice a day to your scalp (morning and evening), it's a natural alternative to Minoxidil 5% and has the exact same results as Minoxidil when you get to the 6 months point if it is applied daily, twice a day. It's applied the exact same way as Minoxidil, you leave it in your scalp the whole day. Only wash it out at night so that you can apply the hair oils. The good thing is that Alpecin is natural so no side effects and your mum won't confiscate it.
This alone should be enough for your hair, and should keep your hair for many years + with some regrowth and thickening.
So you're in good hands with this.
Told you, all is not over
Also you need to focus on your upcoming tests or exams. You need to make sure you perform well at school because it will determine the type of job you get. If you get a good paying job, you can treat yourself to all the best hairloss treatments that will be coming out. And you will never have hairloss. So that's a great incentive to focus on your studies too.