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Today I had college orientation. I was in a constant panic all day because I ran out of toppik. I couldn’t focus on ANYTHING.
I watched about 25-50 hairs fall from my head (no exaggeration) while tears ran down my face as I drove away from my college.
I study finance and it’s a competitive field. I had dreams of working in an investment bank or a hedge fund in nyc (where I have some connections) but that dream is over. My hair has gotten much worse in the past 2 months and I know it’s only a matter of time before I have to buzz it.
My mom and I have basically decided I can’t go to college right now. What’s the point of wasting all that money if I won’t be able to get a job in my field, or if I’ll just fail out? My mom agrees with the latter.
She’s begging me to see a psychiatrist but lexapro will only make my hair fall out faster. But maybe it’s worth a shot.
My father committed suicide after being severely depressed for 1 year, and I have his depressive gene. I’ve been in this place for 6 months (have only known about my hair loss for the past 2 months so you can imagine the impact). I don’t know how long I can last.
I just watched a hair fall onto my nose. I’m only 22 and I don’t see a future anymore. For the first time, I actually don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel.
Here are some photos I just took. I shampooed my hair this morning. I don’t think my hair would ever get this oily, I don’t think my hands were ever this hairy, I haven’t broken out in acne like this since high school. I also didn’t have diffuse thinning before starting this medication.
1.5 months and I look like I’ve been shedding for 6 months straight. Scalp feels like it’s at 30% density
I’ll still post, but I needed to get this off my chest. Hell, maybe I’ll end up at baseline, but I don’t have any expectations.
TLDR: Next stop, Norwood cemetery
I watched about 25-50 hairs fall from my head (no exaggeration) while tears ran down my face as I drove away from my college.
I study finance and it’s a competitive field. I had dreams of working in an investment bank or a hedge fund in nyc (where I have some connections) but that dream is over. My hair has gotten much worse in the past 2 months and I know it’s only a matter of time before I have to buzz it.
My mom and I have basically decided I can’t go to college right now. What’s the point of wasting all that money if I won’t be able to get a job in my field, or if I’ll just fail out? My mom agrees with the latter.
She’s begging me to see a psychiatrist but lexapro will only make my hair fall out faster. But maybe it’s worth a shot.
My father committed suicide after being severely depressed for 1 year, and I have his depressive gene. I’ve been in this place for 6 months (have only known about my hair loss for the past 2 months so you can imagine the impact). I don’t know how long I can last.
I just watched a hair fall onto my nose. I’m only 22 and I don’t see a future anymore. For the first time, I actually don’t see a light at the end of the tunnel.
Here are some photos I just took. I shampooed my hair this morning. I don’t think my hair would ever get this oily, I don’t think my hands were ever this hairy, I haven’t broken out in acne like this since high school. I also didn’t have diffuse thinning before starting this medication.
1.5 months and I look like I’ve been shedding for 6 months straight. Scalp feels like it’s at 30% density
I’ll still post, but I needed to get this off my chest. Hell, maybe I’ll end up at baseline, but I don’t have any expectations.
TLDR: Next stop, Norwood cemetery