I get what you mean about not wanting to live without hair. It's like who wants to live if they're just gonna feel old their whole life. Everyone tries to say "It's just hair," but to me, I feel like an old man at 23 with 60+ more years to go. People always associate being young with having one's whole life ahead of them, and having endless possibilities, but now that my hair is fading, I sometimes feel like the show is over for me. I haven't accomplished anything great. I still don't know what I want to become, and I worry in a few years, I will feel like a washed up old man. All my friends (who are younger than me) are graduating college, mostly with full heads of hair, and I'm still trying to get everything together. By the time I achieve anything, I will be middle aged and bald. Wasn't there supposed to be a point in my life when I was young, happy, successful, and seeing the world? What happened to that stage? Did I just miss it entirely? I think all of us have feelings similar to these at times, but don't let these moments get the best of you. I think you will find another reason to live, and maybe even something or someone else that makes you feel young again. The best is yet to come. Don't give up. Please.