Another episode today. Saw myself in the mirror and it made me absolutely numb. I don't even want to live any more.
Ive been doing some research on hair transplants but I don't even know if I can make the money in 10 years...
The reason why I started this thread was to get some help from you guys. I hate myself for going to therapists. They practically laugh right in my face when they hear that hair loss bothers me so much.
I don't want to hate myself for being 'weak'. And I don't want to feel so helpless and alone
Ugh.
Had a terrible meltdown today. Hopefully I won't wish I was dead when I wake up tomorrow.
How do you guys here just 'carry on' once you've realised that your 20s ... And your remaining life is pretty much over.
I honestly wish I could just die, but for several reasons...I can't kill myself.
The question facing me everyday is.... Now what? My life has changed for the worse
But what do I do now? I have no real friends anymore, no hobbies, no desire...nothing!
What the hell am I going to do? How did you guys face this?