My plan for this week is to survive at work.
I'm so numb and lost ATM that I can't think straight.
Getting fired now will kill me, and moving in with my parents at this stage (I'm broke) would really be my end.
As for the future... I think it is time to start shaving my head and give up on sex. Feeling inferior to every man my age, and being able only to be involved with older women who've had their chads when they were young and need a beta provider is what I think lies in store for me.
That's one of the things that kills me about my condition. Can't imagine being a happy beta cuck. It's not possible...that's nature. And nature has doomed me to be a genetically inferior man. to the point I can't even treat/cure/hide it.