Don't get me wrong, i like you as a poster here, and i apologize but there's something that doesn't add up in your complaints.
You would rather take a plastic doll than Scarlett Johansson, one of the most sexy women out there, which 99,9% of men, myself included, will love to date in their lifetime and she dated only ridiculous looking Chads so far, and yet you're basically saying she's not that attractive, jawline etc..
This makes your argument "dated unattractive fat and ugly chicks, this is pointless" looks like a complete huge fraud.Your mother may be right about your unrealistic standards.
Also keep in my mind that some people here honestly and humbly admitted their virginity in their late 20's, 30's here..that's obviously not your case, since you call pull off dates, sure you have the right to complain, but this can be infuriating to read for some.
Also IIRC correctly, someone said to you IRL "you have a gorgeous head of hair", lolz i don't remember anyone ever saying this to me, so i basically rid out potential hair problems here.
Anyway, could you post pics of girls, famous or not, that you find genuinely attractive and could settle with ? Or some of those VR pornstars names that manage to get you off, because i'm starting to think that amoung all of the BDD sufferers in here, myself included, you have the worst of all, combined with a distorded vision of women beauty, unrealistic and unreachable standards.