Im just saying this: are you (and everybody else) okay with checking forums and being obsessed with checking mirror everyday to see if you are regressing or your facial feminisation went overboard. And i mean, every single day, because as you said baldness is lifelong condition.
I look at people like jamesbooker1975 and if we assume he is really that old that would be age of my dad. And i cant imagine my dad browsing daily thru forums and asking strangers for before after pics daily, their hrt dosages and regime. I mean that would be beyond sad. Like that janey guy, yeah he has regrown his hair but lost his family and kids now and they hate him. I cant be that guy tbh. Thats my fear tbh. Thats why im gonna do HRT like noah just once and try alternatives to maintain. If that doesnt work, god knows…
But even with that in mind, I would rather die than have my family leave me because im transgender in my 30/40s and they feel deep hatred and disgust towards me. Anyways,little food for thought.
Not judging anyone im on hrt myself but thats my thought process that makes me depressed sometimes.