Are you planning to completely destroy your T with CPA and estrogen? If you want to keep your T above the female norm, won't it continue to destroy your hair?
You call cowards those who are afraid of estrogen. But you don’t understand that strong feminization can cause body dysmorphic disorder. This is not optimal for cis guys. Increased fat mass, facial changes, feminization of the brain.
I am not sure if Bicalutamide causes receptor hypersensitivity. There are a lot of rumors about this, but I have never seen MTF get sudden masculinization because the receptors became more sensitive.
Not at all, I'm taking cyproterone 2mg, that's nothing compared to other doses used, and I likely won't go higher.
The cyproterone is to merely take the edge off my testosterone while my hair regrows with estrogen. Thinking this is going to tank my T levels is kind of insane.
Feminization of the brain happens during puberty, otherwise what you're talking about is the psychological effects of estrogen.
Wanna know what I've had to deal with? Being aggressive, a hair trigger temper and being willing to fight anyone who pisses me off, that's what my high T bought me, so yeah motherfucker bring on lower T and higher E, I've lived it before, I will live it again for the sake of my hair.
I went through some pretty legendary sh*t in terms of having a crap life is concerned and as a non-testosterone fuelled teen to twentysomething I did just fine without it, so there's that.
The facial changes are all good, my face does not look better with the dry, angular testosterone look, I very much prefer to have some meat on my face and some cutaneous hydration, I had mad b****s wanting my dong when I was younger looking like that, both young and old, so that's not an issue for me.
I don't give a single f*** about being skinny, barring being a bit chubby during puberty, I've been lean my whole adult life when I was 24 years old I couldn't eat enough to get to 160 pounds if I tried, being scared of a little extra body fat is f*****g pathetic imo, like I've said, as recent as 2018 I was in the best shape of my life, shoulders so wide from my delts being swole that I could barely fit into my shirts and hoodies, a washboard stomach, the whole nine yards.
NOT WORTH MY HAIR, at all.
I don't care about looking macho, I had more women pawing at me for my dick looking androgynous than I ever did looking like a "REALMAN(tm)".
Just get over the idea that if you're androgen sensitive, that you can choose between what you have been conditioned to believe is the apex of masculinity by portraying genetic freaks as the norm, or you can look your best and actually have hair and be desirable to women.
You have never seen it but how many MTFs have you actually seen? I haven't seen -that- many but there is a study that has indicated bica can cause it, and for me that is something I'm not willing to excessively play around with. How many trans people do you know who have failed? Because I know of a FTM who failed miserably.
Consider the amount of time you have on drugs like bica to be borrowed time that you don't know the extent of that you can use to get your hair in order before you shouldn't be on it any longer. It's not something to be relied upon long-term if that study has any validity at all.
But by all means take your chances, all I will say is that I will get everything I need to put my protocol into action and I will have my hair where I want it, and I will have zero regrets.