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True and I am fine with that but my family still doesn't get it, nor my ex-wife. At least you only have the issue with your hair. For me, the compulsive aspect began right at the same time as beard growth and I got to the point after 40 years where I couldn't hack it anymore. For me, androgyny is what compelled and compels me but only after HRT could I get the compulsive desire for castration or whatever to get my hair back to relent. The androgyny fixation actually started before I noticed that I was going bald and I never understood how the two fit together and they still don't entirely. I am not nor have I ever been deemed "effeminate" not that there is anything wrong with that but I am trying to explain why some people are so surprised that I re-assigned at least legally as female at age 55.You can hide the fact that you are using hormone therapy. Don't wear makeup, wear men's clothing, act like a man, etc. People will notice the oddities in the facial features, but they will not suspect anything
But I woke up today and took my oral min and brushed my hair for 20 minutes and it is just the thrill of my life. If you achieve this Almas, it is every bit as great as you imagine. It's not one of those things that wear off. For me, it is like the movie A Wonderful Life but this time I get to live it with great hair.