- Reaction score
- 6,504
Well, you don't know the whole background but let me state some facts.
1- I lost more than half of my hair's volume which is devastating even if I look OK it is not a reason for me to stop being sad about it, specially that I have to use minoxidil consistently and that isn't the best thing ever.
2- I am doing all I can do to get my hair back, I've done PRP I'm using the big 3 even though I'm a girl and I even tried topical spironolactone, and the improvement isn't very significant yet, I doubt I'll be able to be a "fullhead" because I have lots of follicles which have miniaturized to nothing.
3- I live in a muslim country and I come from muslim background as well although I identify as agnostic I chose to wear the hijab to cover up my shitty genes and I was looking forward to actually getting decent hair so I can stop wearing this piece of sh*tI'm self conscious about my hair now because there are places like the gym where I don't wear it and it doesn't look any good.
4- I want to be confident enough to just take it off and go out like this without being afraid of getting into elevators with other people because of the strong lights, or going to university without it because in the sun it doesn't look normal. I've been hesitant about taking such a decision for the past TWO YEARS because I stay at home building confidence and once I go out I see all the girls my age with full heads and all my confidence is shattered.
4- As for the guys, I wear normal clothes, jeans and blouses with the addition of the hijab (I don't wear traditional religious clothes), so what guys see is a good-looking girl in good shape just covering her hair, and most of them would assume that I have a full head of hair underneath because that's the normal thing. The only guy who knew about it and accepted me was my ex but we had been together for 7 years before we broke up and he didn't mind my hair loss any way.
My only complaint isn't losing hair but it's preventing me from being myself and I'm hiding behind a piece of cloth afraid to face the world as I am. I could get a wig but as real as it can get it'd still be noticeable and we don't have all the best options where I live, toppik is great but I don't have the time to shampoo it out of my hair everyday and style it, I study and work a part time job, my whole 7 days are occupied. You judged me based on the little information that I gave but with all the facts laid down it isn't a fun ride for me neither it is for any of us
The sound of Bateman furiously flicking through the Red Pill FAQ right now.