cleverusername
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I won't say which one but I did it. I guess this is my new point of desperation to get a girlfriend. I guess I shouldn't feel to bad since I've found many pretty girls and just to do a comparison to the "competition" there are plenty of normal looking dudes as well. My problem is now is I cannot bring myself to message any of these women due to being terrified of being rejected or even worse a comment about my hairline. I lied and put my age as 2 years older thinking maybe older women wouldn't put as put off by it. They have a feature to see who has viewed your profile and in 2 days only one girl has viewed mine, she didn't write anything (she was attractive though).
I haven't had a serious girlfriend in 2 years and haven't gotten laid in 1. My confidence in my appearance is 0 which is difficult because when it comes to any other aspect of my life I'm borderline arrogant. I cant look in the mirror, when I'm riding the subway i look away from the window on the other side of the car to avoid seeing my reflection.
I started losing my hair when I was about 16 so that's 8 years now. 8 years of this crap can do a number on your self esteem. In my head I know there are women out there that don't care about my hairline but for some reason I'm a pussy when it comes to hearing comments about it and I just shut down. I have ended friendships over people commented about my hair.
I've gone way off topic but I guess the point is it seems unless I get over my fear of rejection I'll be alone the rest of my life. It's so ridiculous how vain society is, if society as a whole didn't have such a negative image of hair loss none of us would be here right now. Who's crazier, us putting magic potions on our heads, taking hormones, desperately waiting for some breakthrough to save us from this hell or everyone else for judging us? OR maybe it's just me who's assuming all the women are judging me, some are sure but it can't be ALL of them can it?
I haven't had a serious girlfriend in 2 years and haven't gotten laid in 1. My confidence in my appearance is 0 which is difficult because when it comes to any other aspect of my life I'm borderline arrogant. I cant look in the mirror, when I'm riding the subway i look away from the window on the other side of the car to avoid seeing my reflection.
I started losing my hair when I was about 16 so that's 8 years now. 8 years of this crap can do a number on your self esteem. In my head I know there are women out there that don't care about my hairline but for some reason I'm a pussy when it comes to hearing comments about it and I just shut down. I have ended friendships over people commented about my hair.
I've gone way off topic but I guess the point is it seems unless I get over my fear of rejection I'll be alone the rest of my life. It's so ridiculous how vain society is, if society as a whole didn't have such a negative image of hair loss none of us would be here right now. Who's crazier, us putting magic potions on our heads, taking hormones, desperately waiting for some breakthrough to save us from this hell or everyone else for judging us? OR maybe it's just me who's assuming all the women are judging me, some are sure but it can't be ALL of them can it?