Johnson, there are alot of things that happen behind the scenes in PM's you don't know about. I think sometimes banning someone is actually doing them a favor. I still can't believe how addicted I am to this place. I think its only because I never had the privilege of forums like this when I was growing up. I needed it badly but I had to keep alot bottled up. My parents were supportive always but they always preached looks fade and it's what you say and do that matters. Of course, I never bought into their propaganda and ended up with low self esteem, BDD, depression and anxiety but never knew I had any of those things since my parents never pushed me to go to pyschiatrist. I realize looking back now, I did have all those things yet I still put my education first. And it definitely paid off. I still am educating myself on anything I can get my hands on.