Grown out I thought your hair was pretty damn good. We will all look balding buzzed since we have Androgenetic Alopecia. Even those with good thick hair grown out. Shook wrote about this once too.
thanks... what you guys are failing to understand is HOW rapid my male pattern baldness has become since I started finasteride...
THIS is why I am fucked. and THIS is why I am so upset about it.
BDD aside, for some reason I've lost most of my front this year alone. It was the one thing that was keeping me sane, and it's mostly gone now.
Concealers don't work anymore. the powder goes right through my hair and sticks to the scalp. it looks weird as hell.
when I sweat (which is all the time) you can see through every strand throughout the entire top to this glistening scalp.
Last night it still felt like termites were crawling through my scalp. All over the top and sides.. exactly where I am losing hair.
I brushed my hair over the sink this morning and my sink was covered, as usual for the past six months.
so... everyday I watch my hair rapidly decay. this isn't BDD, this is literally some hormonal thing that's happening because of finasteride.
not to add, I wake up at all hours of the night with an erection that almost hurts. funny right? no, it's fucked up.
so... I understand you all see a couple pics of me and compare me to a NW7 and say this is easy, that I am a "fullhead" blah blah blah...
but all this sh*t takes a toll on a person. I feel like my body is not my body and everything is all backwards and fucked up and losing the hair is just a sign of this sickness.