The extent is what is being debated here.
What we "should" be doing? How are these things finalized that "should" be done?
What motivational crap have you been consuming lately.
Of course, that's why I'm on this forum
No, the fact that I'm alive is in large measure due to the fact that I
didn't know how shitty my life would turn out to be. How much struggle I would have had. Had I known, I would have strangled myself in the womb (anyone see The Butterfly Effect, directors cut?)
Hope. Hope is what keeps me alive. That my situation will improve. At least for a few years, after which it may decline again due to old age, at which point I will end it.
Hope was the dangling carrot which gave me fuel for my struggles. I'm tired now.
I have decided I will start buying lottery tickets. Anything for hope.