An Uncensored Interview with Janey Elizabeth about HRT and Hair Loss and Rejuvenation and Anything Else that Comes to Mind.
Interviewer: Janey, is it true that you have become an MtF just for the hair?
Janey: I often say that I am only in this for the hair. I think it's clever as a short-cut for being non-binary and it makes my mother accept all of this more easily.
Interviewer: But is it true? Can HRT turn a person into an MtF in terms of mental state?
I am not sure if it's true that I am only in this for the hair. That was true at the start but eh, my theories about hair regrowth via scalp-applied estrogen didn't work out in terms of being non-feminizing. I eventually had to make a hair regrowth versus breast deniability decision because I hadn't reached my hair goals and my breasts were rapidly growing in size and roundness. Ultimately, I opted more so for beauty than just for hair but I mean, I wasn't despondent as a male and I could tell that HRT was making me much more attractive facially and reining in somewhat my rampant dermatitis. My second big decision was beard removal which took ten years off my face and helped curb the dermatitis. Let me put it this way: I am just in it for the hair but Goddess threw in a hot bod and a cute face for free....
Interviewer: You don't seem to mind being called a guy. Why is that?
Janey: Well, I was a guy solely for 50 years and that is my experience largely as a female. I have a friend on here who thinks I might have been repressing my feelings all along and that might be true. I have mostly identified as androgynous but that is a less challenging thing to get my head around. I call people what they want to be called and use their pronouns.
Officially, I have changed my name to Jane Elizabeth and I am female according to my Driver's License. I might have opted for other but that's problematic too. I don't see myself as "other" in terms of being different. My breasts make sure that I don't get misgendered whether I pass or not so I don't have that issues gnawing at me. The best way to not get misgendered for me is to be as attractive as possible, male or female or androgynous because my breasts are far past the binding point which I would never do anyway. Most of us are XY's on here and using guys for gals is something that is done in the northeast of the U.S.
Interviewer: What about the term "tranny"?
Janey: My druthers is that people not use that term and I always point out that many transgender folks don't like that term because it seems disparaging in use and related to p**rn. If someone does it on a thread more than once, then I absent myself from the thread and I block that individual. I am about as un-PC as possible and I really don't care so much about the term directed at me as I do the antipathy from the person using it. People who state that "everyone on HRT regrows hair" are suspect as idiots from the start but transgender folks who question experimental meds or threads often receive such a throwaway line. We know that HRT can work to fully restore hair but it often does not for older guys and gals.
Interviewer: For guys, they all want to know whether it shrinks your junk or not.
Janey: Eh. It does and it doesn't. For some, it can appear dramatically smaller and thinner when flaccid but not when pulled length measuring is done. Cialis and v**** might forestall any shrinkage at all but the major issue is that many lose for a time, all or most libido and since blood flow tends to be use it or lose it, it can take away the ability to procreate and engage in penetrative sex. There is often if not always, substantially testicular shrinkage that appears to be largely reversible upon desisting from HRT. Sex can be experienced differently with stereotypical female sex drive which is not compulsive but chosen. Upping E2 levels can up female sex drive as both T and E2 up sex drive in females.
Depending upon E2 levels, though, in general the entire genital area can become intersex in appearance and more so feminine than male except for the lacking of any orifice. There is however a pseudo-orifice and the orgasms are definitely clitoral in type without the flush that males have after orgasm. Some times orgasm isn't even seen as particularly relevant as most cis-females will admit, as it's just enough. Elaine Benes is famous for saying that. There is a pronounced mons apparent and the testicles pull inward in a puckered fashion which is the pseudo-orifice. The scrotum thickens in appear and looks just like labia from certain angles. Estrogen has amazing healing powers and my foreskin grew back although it now resembles more a clitoral hood with clitoral hang. This is one reason why the SRS decision is so hard because sexually, SRS is a risk and it might lead to loss of clitoral feeling entirely. This makes a vulvoplasty the best option for those not interested in intercourse vaginally. Vaginoplasties are difficult and have a long recovery period. You generally can't do it incrementally except for orchiectomy as you lose vaginal depth.
Interviewer: Now you have been known to say that you would never go off of estrogen because it has powerful rejuvenizing effects. What do you mean by this exactly? Doesn't testosterone also have such rejuvenation effects?
Janey: Not in the same way. T can increase libido, maybe even organ size minimally and can help with ED. A person feels stronger and therefore younger. But it increases risk categories for virtually everything and promotes aggression and compulsive rut-like sexuality. It's actually a pretty dangerous med when used above prescribed limits. That's why T is controlled and estrogen is not. It also has to do with effects on sports performance to make cheating harder. Limitless T will exhaust a person adrenally and age a person quickly including inducing baldness. It is limited in its tissue-renewing capacity because it doesn't "view" the used up male tissue as being out of place. It might help some with chronic injuries but I have my doubts.
Estrogen on the other hand rewrites, re-matrixes, renews all tissue and the results can be spectacular. For me, no more neck or back pain. First, both got worse and made me sore but then all of my chronic pain was gone. I had a normal sex drive finally not an enormous compulsive one. I literally can smile now as T de-neotenizes the face, making smiling difficult for adult XY's. Friends even did an episode related to not being able to smile.
Interviewer: So has your sexual preference changed? What are the advantages of incorporating HRT for sexual purposes?
Janey: I love this question. Thank you so much for asking.
I mean, ultimately my preferences seem to be gradually widening but I am also more expected by society or less ashamed or whatever to admit that I might enjoy being the wife of an androgynous man with not much beard and gorgeous hair. Hopefully with a large penis of substantial girth. But I still am a little conflicted about being gay more so than being transgender. For males raised like me by fathers who had been in the military, wanting to be a sissy is shameful so I could never reconcile that. And according to Ephemeral Kitten, I was just repressed.
Anyway, last March, guy number one made a sincere try that was nigh close to assault, almost hilariously with my feet in the air, him trying to kiss me and holding me down with me pushing him with both hands back to the passenger side of the car. I think he kissed my cheeks only though but maybe the lips with a peck. But as soon as I got upright, I noticed that "he had it out" as quoted by Elaine Benis. And it was considerable.
We were supposed to be only vaping but maybe I am a tease? I had slacks on luckily and I used to only wear dresses and shorts or photograph Janey like that.
He was married and was supposed to already be home with the bar's take-out burgers and fries. This was pretty much the first day that I put on the wig so I am curious to see what my future holds. I still feel kind of guilty for turning him down as he was worthy so I don't know if I am getting gayer or not because back then I had very low libido still which is far from true now.
And in reference to using HRT to enhance sexuality in general, absolutely. Historically, male tops prefer slight, hairless, non-balding XY's with tiny penises and testicles. But it could be hard to find those exact packages all together. Now, with HRT, sissies attracted to men, can carefully calibrate hair, body hair, flaccid penis size and testicle reversion. All of this is good for daddies,too and I do often feel sorry for those guys<winks>. It's not their fault that they are drawn to anything remotely female like a typical hairless pair of buttocks.
The Greeks prized the boys who were tiniest and wrote poems about how horrible puberty was to beauty of boys. It was and is true and not speaking of anything illegal, but the eye interest in tiny genitalia is keen in many XY's. As some of us know, many of them are married but prefer males for sex because it seems like more of a challenge to get or because it turns them on to see how tiny femmes are compared to them and it turns femmes on as well. The contrast is very sexual and base.
