i just opened up a dating account the other day and i'm supposed to meet a woman on Monday but i'm stressed out of my mind and it's all because of my hair. I've had 2 hair transplant's about 15-20 years ago and i'm now 46 with thinning hair. i can easily see my scalp and rely on hair fibers to cover them. However, my hair is so thin that i always have to wear a baseball cap when i go outside now otherwise it blows all over the place, exposing any potential scalp that my hair fibers didn't cover. Damn hair salons are still in lockdown where i live and my hair is getting long which makes the situation worse. I literally have Donald Trump hair. I have zero self esteem because of this but yet, i keep torturing myself and going on these online dating apps smh. I've tried pretty much everything with no success (rogaine, finasteride, dermarolling, biotin, fish capsules, hair thickening shampoos etc.). i can't even just throw in the towel and shave my head because i have 2 lovely linear scars going around the back of my head. I just feel trapped and don't have the money to possibly get micropigmentation done to conceal them. my only hope at the moment is that i don't lose anymore hair and keep using the hair fibers but then again, if i do end up meeting someone, they'll eventually find out that i'm living a lie to them and who knows wtf will happen after that. As pathetic and sad as it sounds, my hair has ruined my life for the last 20 years. i won't even go to the beach anymore because i'm afraid of getting it wet which will basically make me look bald. how sad.