I Lost My Virginity While Traveling (finally)

[Georgie]

I knew a girl who was mythomaniac(i don't infer that you are,i'm just suspicious),and i was constantly at loss as to
what to believe from what she was saying.I was stunned by the physical reactions a made-up scenario in her mind could trigger.
She could start crying for something that never happened,and yet she was perceiving it as real.
I somehow envied her...She had the power to crash the banality of reality and get herself lost in imaginary narratives.
I wish i had such a superpower

I know people like that too. I spent a good deal of my time in and out of mental health facilities through my teens and some people actually are a product of things that they design inside their heads. I don’t know why anyone WANTS to be a rape victim. Maybe it’s for the attention. Sadly for me my life is actually just that big of a joke. Yep. From day f*****g one.

 

[CopeForLife]

You young ppl are not used to good allegories anymore, that's why!

"me" isn't much younger than you

 

[CopeForLife]

You date older women?

I didn't contact with people for a 1.5 year except a guy I get weed from.

 

[sadila]

I know people like that too. I spent a good deal of my time in and out of mental health facilities through my teens and some people actually are a product of things that they design inside their heads. I don’t know why anyone WANTS to be a rape victim. Maybe it’s for the attention. Sadly for me my life is actually just that big of a joke. Yep. From day f*****g one.

I hope that you'll be able to channel everything bad that has happened to you and push forward. some of the brightest & successful women in this world have had similar abuses (oprah, lady gaga...). Dont let you past come in your way. you can't change it or forget about it but you can use it as a motive to be stronger.

 

[Georgie]

You seem in a much better place now (even with hair loss)

I think I probably just complain less. I still feel absolutely ready to neck myself because I’m so miserable.

 

[Calchas]

I spent a good deal of my time in and out of mental health facilities through my teens and some people actually are a product of things that they design inside their heads. I don’t know why anyone WANTS to be a rape victim.

It's not the situational content that matters.
It's just something that has to do with violating the principle of reality that turns me on.
It's the ultimate anarchy and the greatest rebellion ever imagined.
I want to taste that forbidden fruit.

 

[CopeForLife]

Really? That makes me very sad to read, and a bit concerned too. It's the hair preventing you?

I'm fine tbh and never was a social person in the first place

Hair and premature greying (both hair and beard) made an impact but I don't think I would be a Norman the Normie even with NW0 and Lachowski face.

 

[Georgie]

It's not the situational content that matters.
It's just something that has to do with violating the principle of reality that turns me on.
It's the ultimate anarchy and the greatest rebellion ever imagined.
I want to taste that forbidden fruit.

Trust me I wish I lived in a made up world too, maybe it would include nice hair.

 

[Afro_Vacancy]

My mother lives in a largely made-up world and it's cost her meaningful relationships with her children, late husband, extended family, and friends. People just don't like dealing with her bullshit, her entitlement, and her self-righteousness.

 

[Calchas]

My mother lives in a largely made-up world and it's cost her meaningful relationships with her children, late husband, extended family, and friends. People just don't like dealing with her bullshit, her entitlement, and her self-righteousness.

Oh,if i had the superpower to bend reality in any way i wanted,i wouldn't be dealing with interpersonal relationships,family,friends etc.
I would devote my time playing the Sorcerer's Apprentice with the capabilities of existence itself.

 

[CopeForLife]

premature greying not an issue in males. I am not really a social person either, but 1.5 year... Don't you go to the KFC once in a while? TBH I hope in your case it's not lookism and stuff having a devastating impact on you. I find those look-obsessed sites disturbing and dangerous, and at times this one is not that far from it... that's why I am considering leaving but constantly delaying it (I likethe talks here at times).
Still planning your trip through Europe btw?

Greying it's an issue on every people especially when paired with balding. I'm not living a full hermit style btw! I live as any functional man just without excessive interactions.

I accepted blackpill and dropped lookism sites a long ago and I don't think this site is anywhere close to lookism. So this isn't an issue.

Europe is still on the plans but I'm occupied with driving license now, delayed it for a long time

 

[CaptainForehead]

Have you been able to find any solace in reading the numerous stories of other women that have been posted in the past year due to #metoo?

Dude, seriously, being raped and waterboarded at 3 isn't even in the same galaxy as the #metoo sh*t.

 

[Chromedome1990]

Still a better love story than Twilight.

 

[razzmatazz91]

Congrats Afro! Happy for you man.

 

[Exodus2011]

Still a better love story than Twilight.

tbh i liked twilight lol. at least the movies .you have to take it as what it is- a female fantasy/mary sue story.

idk i cud just imagine the genders reversed pretty easily. a hot god who loves you and makes you a god as well? who wouldnt enjoy that? kinda reminds me of lois and superman, except supes doesnt make lois have powers

as for david, idk im conflicted. i find it depressing that you lost it to a prostitute but it is a major milestone to pass. you have tried a lot so i guess you figured it was worth it to go ahead and lose it

did you c*m in her? like where did you c*m?

 

[blackg]

Congratulations David!! I'm really happy for you and
I'm also glad you lost your virginity to an Australian girl.
She sounded very down to earth so I like that.

 

[SteveTabernack]

Greying it's an issue on every people especially when paired with balding. I'm not living a full hermit style btw! I live as any functional man just without excessive interactions.

I accepted blackpill and dropped lookism sites a long ago and I don't think this site is anywhere close to lookism. So this isn't an issue.

Europe is still on the plans but I'm occupied with driving license now, delayed it for a long time

Didn't you just post that tinder trolling the Olympics thread from Lookism?

 

[CopeForLife]

Didn't you just post that tinder trolling the Olympics thread from Lookism?

No, but I've read it. One of the best Tinder experiments ever

 

[JohnsonDDG]

No, but I've read it. One of the best Tinder experiments ever

What is it? Got a link?

 

[CopeForLife]

What is it? Got a link?

https://lookism.net/Thread-Breaking-CHAD-TINDER-EXPERIMENT-in-OLYMPIC-VILLAGE-in-PYEONGCHANG-LOL

a lot of garbage posts but from the page 3 to the page 9 a few of Tinder screenshots