i'm having a problem these past couple weeks with wayy too much self analysis. my sex drive is pretty much dead but i still want to date incredibly attractive girls. this would have been impossible before estrogen, i was looking back at pictures and it's incredible how much i've improved over the past couple years with help of these drugs, but it's not enough. i've come so far and i'm still at about a 6 or LOW 7 out of 10. hair isn't everything. my standards were so unbelievably high when i was hideous, this hasn't changed but now that i've come so far and can really look at myself objectively, i would have to double up on it to actually succeed in my goals.