That was the paradox, she knew exactly how men and women worked and why, but she couldn't help it: she was craving tall hot NW1's while she broke up with her ex boyfriend despite him being beyond reproach. "I just stopped loving him, I knew it was wrong to leave him but I couldn't help it."
Women would rather be single than dating an 'inferior' male. All her being is saying 'do not reproduce with that guy! Do not stay in his vicinity!'
Funny anecdote at my workplace, the turbo-incel guy (short, fat, below average) tried to hug one of the girls.
The look on her face:
"Do not touch me!" She looked like she had seen a ghost.
Nothing, last thing I told her was: "See you on Christmas!" (we were in July).
Then I deleted her number, she never tried to reach me again.
She told me she wasn't looking for other opportunities, yet I saw her reappear on Tinder several times while we were "dating". I pointed it out to her and she was like: "Yeah, I know, I don't know why I'm doing this."
I knew. Polar bear not good enough for her.