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It does look like my dating prospects are drying up. I think I was getting more activity from being a "new face", and possibly also from women having new year's resolutions whereby they would date more. If any of them are attractive, they've probably found multiple boyfriend prospects by now. Some of them may have already quit and gone back to Haagen-Dazs, candy crush saga, and their ex-boyfriends. Some of them may have lost motivation because the Chad Thundercock they went out with didn't call them back. Oh wait, I'm talking about myself but with the genders reversed. In a way, those women are not too dissimilar to myself.
I suppose it's obvious what I should do now. One option is to go out with obese women, and possibly never experience sexual desire again in my life. Another option is to spend ~$20,000 (bulk of my life savings) on a nose job, a hair transplant, etc lose another 15 lbs, and then get marginal benefits at best. Perhaps that will help at some marginal level, but honestly I'm tired of fighting and losing hope. I'm trying to get help by seeing a psychiatrist and it's a f*****g nightmare.
Meanwhile, I'm 4 months at my job without a dental insurance card. The incompetent twit who said shed get it for me last week has not sent it out to me yet. I could use a dental cleaning.
I cannot work out until April, due to a surgery I'm getting next month. The surgery should have been in ... September? But I have been devastated by a series of issues. My health insurance was a few weeks late, then I saw a GP who's staff didn't mail me my referrals properly, then I saw a surgeon (finally), but he had to go on an extended vacation so they couldn't schedule my surgery for a while.
I did go see a urologist about my ED, and she knew nothing. I told her that there's a correlation between L5/S1 spinal disk problems and ED, that maybe that could be the cause of my problems. I went to the bathroom in the middle of the appointment and she went to look it up on pubmed ... she had clearly never heard of the issue. What's the point of her job? And did she actually think she could understand a medical hypothesis by looking it up on pubmed for three minutes?
I'm f*****g tired of fighting everything. It's just a wall of resistance from the world.
I suppose it's obvious what I should do now. One option is to go out with obese women, and possibly never experience sexual desire again in my life. Another option is to spend ~$20,000 (bulk of my life savings) on a nose job, a hair transplant, etc lose another 15 lbs, and then get marginal benefits at best. Perhaps that will help at some marginal level, but honestly I'm tired of fighting and losing hope. I'm trying to get help by seeing a psychiatrist and it's a f*****g nightmare.
- I first called HCC (abbreviations deliberate), who referred me to a website
- I then contacted the website, who referred me to this woman, BR
- I then contacted BR, who referred me to this woman, RE
- I then contacted RE, who asked me for a long description of my issues,
- RE then told me she can't help me, and I should call CG
- I saw CG, he said the help he can give me is limited, and that I should call SM. When I told CG about my sexual issues, he told me a lot of people are happy in relationships without sex, that they just want companionship.
- I called SM yesterday, I was told nobody is in office that day because they have work training
- I called SM again today, a guy answered and spoke to me for what seemed like ten or twenty minutes, then said he can't help me but transferred my call to somebody else, where I left a detailed message in antitcipcation of them calling me back to set up an appointment.
Meanwhile, I'm 4 months at my job without a dental insurance card. The incompetent twit who said shed get it for me last week has not sent it out to me yet. I could use a dental cleaning.
I cannot work out until April, due to a surgery I'm getting next month. The surgery should have been in ... September? But I have been devastated by a series of issues. My health insurance was a few weeks late, then I saw a GP who's staff didn't mail me my referrals properly, then I saw a surgeon (finally), but he had to go on an extended vacation so they couldn't schedule my surgery for a while.
I did go see a urologist about my ED, and she knew nothing. I told her that there's a correlation between L5/S1 spinal disk problems and ED, that maybe that could be the cause of my problems. I went to the bathroom in the middle of the appointment and she went to look it up on pubmed ... she had clearly never heard of the issue. What's the point of her job? And did she actually think she could understand a medical hypothesis by looking it up on pubmed for three minutes?
I'm f*****g tired of fighting everything. It's just a wall of resistance from the world.
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